Why does this always happen to me?

I'm really tired. I don't want to face this, but I know I don't have a choice.

We never had.

Hey all.

Nothing much happened these few days. Just basically bumming around, and tons of mugging. Its getting more and more stressful with all the tests and assignments coming up. There aint many ways to destress for us, probably indulgence. There aint much of a choice for us if we wish to study or not, its all mapped out. That's pretty sad to say actually huh.

That aside, the past few days have been full of cramming for the tests and rather major pigging out sessions and some side fun. My legs are rather tired. My ear's hurting.

That's all for now, I guess. See you guys around.

These few days have been really stressful.

The pressure has been on the increase, and expectations are also higher. The wish to achieve more, and the will to soldier on. What have I been doing?

Mug, mug, mug.

Projects after projects, presentations after presentations as well as tests after tests. Constant reminders about the ever-rising standards.

Everyone needs a break.

They always say we have it easy, we have it going on.

Is it really so? Is it really that easy to withstand all the pressure and still perform?

Non-stop studying, non-stop mugging.

Oh my, what fun.

Its so suffocating, it really is. I mean it.

Hey all.

Just came back after hanging out around Clementi with Yuxuan, Justin, Shen Tong and Hong Da. We went to this coffee shop to eat duck rice/char siew rice/roasted pork rice. Zomg, it was teh sex I tell you! The taste was reaaaaaaaaaally greaat. It was so nice that me and Justin actually went to eat 2 plates of it. Yummy!

Aww, Hong Da is leaving soon. Bitch, don't leave lah hahah. Hmm, I sure am gonna miss the times spent talking cock, mugging and definitely many, many of us will miss this crazy dude's lame and hilarious jokes.

Thinking back, quite a number of my friends have left for other pastures over the years. First, it was Leqiao, whom we really practically lost contact with. Not long ago, it was Alan who left for the music conservatory. Now, its Hong Da who is leaving for Canada.

Its saddening for everyone, but all the best yeah!

Hmm, tests are beckoning, got to mug.

Bye guys.

Hello all.

Just came back home.

These few weeks has been stressful and hectic, and I guessed everyone just needed a break. Went to meet up with Leo then headed to buy booze. We were planning to drink and slack the day away. Luck was on my side, and we managed to buy like 4 Barcadis, 1 Pink Vodka and 1 Q Raspberry Vodka. Went to the basketball court to sit down and drink. Hmm, its been quite a while since I drank, but it felt good to be able to just slack. Dint finish all though, cos both of us dint want to get drunk. Walked around after that, before bumping into Sean, and later Clement and Zhi Hong. Stoned around in KAP and started on Chemistry revision. Went for dinner, then came home after that.

Felt less stressed today, even if its for a while.

That's all, bye guys.

Its really disappointing.

First off, the event was not a success. In fact, it sucked pretty bad.
We're really really sorry to those who made their way down to RP. We've really wasted your time and money. It doesnt change a thing saying all these now, but still, yeah.
It could have been pulled off, but unexpected problems with the management which was really very stuck-up and kp kias who ruined the stuff. Benjamin really gave his very very very best. I swear this guy was hell-bent on making the thing work, and kudos to him for that. Full marks for effort.

It was painful to see. Me and Justin are staying at Ron's house for the night.

That's all, I guess.

Yo all.
Hmm, just came back from school. The lessons today were really draggy, most people couldn't take it and felt super sleepy. Passed word around for tonight's concert too. Justin, Ron etc are joining the organising too. Hope tonight will turn out fine. Be there guys!
Anyhow, we felt really kinda sad today too. Hong Da is like quitting school next week. He's migrating to Canada soon. Its been so long, its hard to say goodbye. Take care dood.

Hey all.

Hmm, today we had half day, cos of the track and field finals as well as the judo finals. Triple champs in the bag if I'm not wrong, so maybe we will have another day off.
Went to play street soccer with Louis, Paul, Qin Sheng, Jia Jun etc.etc. after school. Was really fun, then went to eat lunch after that. Bummed around with Ron, Wei Siang, Zihua and Jia Jun after that. Went to Bukit Timah Plaza, and the rest went off after a while. Me and Ron went scouting for watches. Don't ask me why though. Ron bought an alarm clock which really rings superr loud. Slacked for a while more, before going home after that.
Slept for quite a while. Sean just reminded me last night that we have about eight weeks left before the mugging comes out in full force..

Oh man....

Just came home not long ago from basketball..

Training was tough. Me and Ron were real exhausted, but its the real deal I think.

Hmm, bummed around before that. Passed the ticks to Amanda and Ying too.

A sense of melancholy overcame me out of the blue. No idea why though, but Ron sensed it too. Asked me about it, but I couldnt say why too. Its funny, but its just there. I'm thinking, maybe its because of the stress that has been rising recently. There isnt much room to take things easy. Much of our time is spent on studies, and other commitments. Yeah...

Hello one and all.

Mark my words man. Hwachong is so gonna have a revolution. And its gonna be started by us. Right smaaack thurrr!

Okay, here goes. Ron just called me on the phone just noww to tell me that his mom's complaint to the principal that long hair should be allowed in school got through, now the principal wants to talk to him about it tomorrow. Hahah!

There should be an assembly panel discussion set up for it soon.

Some dudes like me, Wen Yuan, Ron, Sean and Yuxuan are gonna let it all out. The time to turn the tables, and to really tell the adminstration how we feel has come. Now that we have a chance, we have to take it, so as said by Ron.

Hmm, that's basically about it, lets hope all goes well!

Jam&Hop@Republic Poly

21/7 to 22/7

9pm - 6am

$5 (includes 5 bucks credit)

ALL FOR CHARITY!
Talented Youth Bands and Singers!

World-Class DJs will be brought in

LIVE SPINNNING!!

Dance Arena for 1200

Mocktails going at $1 - $2

Its the rock 'n' roll fest,

Message for ticks!

The dudes have been putting that up, so I guess its my turn now huh hahah.
Hmm, so guys please come for this! Its like Benjamin's maiden voyage at organising such a thing on such a scale!

Its going to be fun, so hurry and be there! (((:

Heyy all.

Just came back from the basketball training with Ron. It was rather fun and useful, the people we met there were really nice too. After that, we went to eat and slack around.

We helped a few people today. Me and Ron helped this small kid to find his wallet and to lodge a report, then we helped a person to buy his one-way ticket. Helping someone might not benefit you, but it is always a good feeling to know that you went out of your way to really make sure someone feels better.

After eating, we went to lot1. Some stuffs happened, and it got Ron really down. I treated him Ramli Burger to cheer him up hahah, and I guessed it worked. We just sat down on the stairs and ate our burgers, while really having a good chat. I guess the many, many happenings recently have really made us think again. Indeed, we ourselves have to question what we should have done to make things better. Things are, more often than not, two-way traffic. Really got us thinking.

Hmm, we left for home at around 11pm.

My legs are rather tired. Hmm, I guess that's all. Bye guys.

Hello all!

Hmm, just got home from school. The test today was really very hard, worrying about it now.

Anyhow, went to watch the indian dance rehearsals which louis, benjamin, sean etc.etc. were performing in with ping kan just now. It was hilarious, but rather well done hahah. Not easy eh.

Hmm, I paraded around the school in my hairband today, evoking laughter everywhere. My friends took turns wearing it too. I guess we all need to destress.

Got to go off soon for the basketball thing. Update soon, see you guys!

Heyy.

The assembly panel went alright, I guess. Talked about the PCME interviews and such. We paid tribute to Alan too! Hahah and he got bonded when we all went back to the classroom. We're all gonna miss Alan!!!

Much of the day was then spent mugging for the test tomorrow. Quite alot of stuffs too.

Some stuffs happened and I just told a few people. Really got me thinking. And I still am unsure.

Anyhow, I guess that's all for today. Bye guys.

Hey all!

Hmm, much of today was spent on revision for the coming test. Nothing much..

Tomorrow I'm in the assembly panel... I'm quite nervous, to be honest. I hope all goes well.

Hmm, quite alot of stuffs happened recently too. I guess it shows us more of one another, because given the not-so-long time that we had known each other, it doesnt really tells us much about the other party. Its always a trial process, and its not easy to get out of that. They say we all have to let go, but how good it would be if those concerned could be a part of something special, and not apart.

Just some ramblings, rantings and ravings. See you guys.

Well well well.

So Italy have been crowned the World Cup winners, leaving France to play only second fiddle! I'm sort of disappointed by the result, as I had expected France to be able to overcome the much-vaunted Italian defence, and they did, but it was just not enough. My money was on the line too, and so was Ron's. Damn sian lah, France lost and we lost too. Zidane's headbutt has to be for a reason, and whatever Materazzi said or did to him definitely pissed him off big time man.

Anyhow, today was another usual school day I guess. Played soccer in the class with Ian and some others after school. They had to go for quiz thing, so I went home after that.

There are no lessons tomorrow, as it is Projects Day.

Yay!!

Yo all!

Hahaha, my brother told me something damn funny like yesterday. He and his friends saw Kero at Westmall. YES THE FREAKINGG GAY KERO! DAMN GAY LA! My brother and his friends went to di siao him and had a blast of a time disturbing him hahahah! Its further more irking cos the gay was with all girls. LOL. You can guess how my brother and his friends disturb him hahaha.

I was bowling over with laughter over that. Those two gays (Colin and Kero) are already freaking famous already sia.

Anyhow, later is the World Cup Final! I want France to win! Hahahah, my money is on the French! (:

Okay, that's all. See you guys!

Hey hey all.

Hmmm, today's quite a long day. Went to lakeside mrt to meet Justin, Yuxuan, Kaixian, Koymin etc.etc. for the tutoring stuff. Proceeded to the centre, and I taught this secondary one dude, Lylia. Hmm, he is a nice and obedient guy, and is willing to learn. I guess that is very important in learning. All that you need as a prerequisite is a good attitude towards learning. Ron and some others came around slightly later to deal with the adminstrative stuffs and teaching.

After that, Ron and I went to jurong east to eat japanese food. The food was really nice and then we went to the arcade to slack around as usual. We made an improvement in terms of teamwork at the basketball hoops game, and it was really fun. Called Justin, and he came after a while. Then, me, Justin and Ron went to Delifrance and slacked, talked about stuffs and all. It was relaxing from the stress that has caught up with us over the past few weeks. We talked about priorities and all, and I guessed we all realise how important it is to really prioritise and make things count. After slacking for so long, we left the place. I went to meet Mus and basically slacked. We decided on whether who should win the match later etc.etc and all. Hahah, this dude may be a hongster, but he is definitely a good friend of mine! (:

Went to my aunt's house later with my parents. My brother is staying over at his friend's place with his other friends to watch the world cup. The world cup is reaching its climax now!!

Hmm, just got home. Got to stay awake for the match later!

I guess that's about it. See you guys! (:(:

Wow, today's like really kind of a crazy day.

Came home sweaty and all, but I guessed it was quite fun. School's the usual, but we got early dismissal yay! Everyone got a rude shock when we learnt that Nai Zeng was admitted to hospital, but was really glad to know that he is fine and alright now. Went to eat and play basketball with Yuxuan, Ron, Justin etc.etc. Played for quite long. Talked alot of cock too. Then, some of them wanted to catch a movie in town, but Ron and I dint go in the end. We were like kind of tired and such.
And and! The world cup final is approaching! Like most of my friends, I dont know why but I'm not really looking forward to this world cup final unlike previous tournaments. I was also rather disheartened when I learnt that back in Brazil, angry fans burnt down the statue of Ronaldinho, previously hailed and heralded as a national hero. The Brazilian team did not receive the heroes' welcome that they are so very much used to, instead they had to leave the airport through a back door, in order to avoid the angry soccer fans. I believe that such behaviour is very uncalled for, as support goes a very long way. Brazil may not have performed up to expectations in this World Cup, but the team still deserves credit for the hard work and dedication they have obviously put in.

Hmm, that's indeed some food for thought I guess.

Hey all.

Another mundane school day as usual. But it was kind of cool cos when the teacher dint turn up, I turned off all the lights and like the whole class went to take a nap! Hahah. Teacher got a rude shock later. Oh yes, assembly was really funny I swear! What a hilarious performance man! HAHAH!!!!!!!!!!

Slacked around in class with Yuxuan, Justin etc. , before going to Beauty World macs to grab a bite with Ron. Ice cream was not selling, so the both of us just stoned for about an hour there. Ron went off for his piano lesson, then I came back home.

Yawn, quite tired. See you guys.

Hello.

Just came back from Lot 1 after mugging with Ron from like 2 plus to about 8. Ron got caught for hair today too, so I guess the school's getting pretty strict. The two of us mugged like mad for like real long, and we rewarded ourselves by gorging on like tons and tons of FOOD, ranging from yong tau foo to wanton mee to char siew rice to fried food to ice kachang!! It was funn. Oh, met with a slight disturbing incident too. Hahah but never mind.

Grr, tests are beckoning. Gotta work real hardddd.

That's all. Bye.

Hey all.

Hmm, school's the usual, nothing much...

Came home and slacked.

Mugged abit too.

Wenyuan just called me to tell me that he's like now in his friend's house, cos he ran away from home, um, his mom wasnt gnna let him watch the world cup later at three.

LOL. Hahah, this biatch has the guts la hahah. That's cool.

Later Germany vs Italy, I hope there will be a total of two goals in this match.

That's all for today I guess. See you guys.

Today's like Youth Day, no school.

But I was being a good boy cos I stayed at home all day, doing up some studying. Uhm, let me see. I read up on the book circle, did some notes, looked through some maths and watched abit of television. Going to start abit of revision a while later too, I guess.

Oh, Happy Birthday to Yeo Hanlin too! No more getting bounced.

That's all, bye.

The heartache, the heartbreaks.

Went out with Mus, Jun Xuan etc. yst night. Both Mus and I got caught for hair in our respective schools lol... Argh..... Mus and I decided to bet on a halftime draw, fulltime Portugal win. As we were underaged kiddos, I called my brother to help me place the bets. Odds are 1:7.50, totally cool. We bummed around, and the guy who wanted to tio our daiji didnt come in the end. My brother and his friends were on standby however hahaha.

Okay so, the match went according to plan, but Portugal failed to take advantage of an injured David Beckham, a substituted Joe Cole as well as a mad, red-carded Wayne Rooney. I lost money, as a result. The colourful words all come out sia.

I woke up this morning, to recieve news of Brazil's defeat at the hands of France. Was very very despondent. The World Cup is eliminating all the exciting teams..

Nevertheless, have a nice day people.